An Update From The Author: Saying I'm not an advocate of relationships was probably misleading. To satisfy your curiosity of my personal view on the subject matter, direct yourself to "The End.," the last post written in February 2011. (This also entails the purpose of this literature as a whole.)
A Second Update From Your Author (6 March 2012): This is becoming an aspiration to define the term "love." An aspiration because it is that very thing I find hard to describe with words. But every then and again I come across someone who achieves to do so to some extent. You can find these quotes I call fancy structures of words in "special entries."

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Guys That Get Nervous

I suppose it will sound conceited of me to say that I've upheld a reputation of "playing hard to get" in the town I resided in before the current. I plead guilty. And it's been said that I give off a sort of intimidating aura.

I love this.

But what I love more is a guy who will brave my front with subtle signs of nervousness. (Without the nervousness, the guy just comes off cocky and when one plays like he's the shit, I only want to play to conquer him.) It's like giving me a compliment without having to say anything, and you know what they say, actions speak louder than words.

I once knew a guy whose palms would become sweaty anytime I spoke to him more than a minute. (Sounds gross at first but it isn't like your palms become foul in odor as they moisten.) There are few things in this world that make me "giggle" but I clearly remember during one of the times I spent chatting with this guy I went in for his hand and when I noticed that his palms were sweaty...

"Your hands are sweating."
"I know, you make me nervous."
"It happens whenever I talk to you."

Amidst all of my evils—my reputation, my unfemininity, my three year head start in life, etcetera—here was a guy admitting to my intimidation.

It's ironic that giggling is said to be a sign of nervousness. In fact, it may stand true for me; however, I've noticed that the few things I giggle at in life are also the things that turn me on. This is number four.

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